The Gift Of , Eternal Joy…

As I opened my eyes, unburring myself from all the blankets, I reached over to my husband and repeated; “You did the nicest thing for me”, “You did the nicest thing for me.”…. I was half awake and half asleep, realizing that I was dreaming, he asked me; “ what did I do?” and in…

God, I look to you.

This last week of reading and S.O.A.P-ing: Walking In Wisdom by Love God Greatly Ministries, several things have been highlighted, “so-to-speak” in my heart. Proverbs 1:1-7 held the most weight of them all. 1. “The proverbs of Solomon, son of David, King of Israel: To know wisdom and instruction, to understand words of insight, to…

What Can NOT Be Unseen…

So often because I have been given this blessing of salvation, I see things with His heart and when I do that, everything even broken things, appear to be so gorgeous and beautiful because you can almost see His handiwork behind the scenes of brokenness before and after the thing or situation. As I walk…

A Letter To The Ready Writer..

You are NOT alone.. I hope you can relate. I am always writing. I write in my mind as I am waking up in the morning, as I drive to work everyday and even as I lay my head down to sleep. I am even haunted by post it notes, from my “jottings” in hopes…

Hannah… By: Kathy Hageman

How vast and wide are the Lords ways. So much higher than our minds can fathom. His love overwhelms my soul. I was just a few years old in Christ, in 1991, when Diane Ontiveros came knocking at my door. I had gone on a three day fast for the very first time, and dramatically…

My Baby In Heaven.. By Kathy Hageman

It’s a hard one to even breathe out. I had an abortion. When I was 19 years old I got pregnant, which created a pebble in the pool ripple effect, into a massive tidal wave in my mind. I was in college; how could I take care of a baby? The father was my best…

“Everything Else…”

What is everything? Everything, a pronoun meaning,“all things”. I have this faint memory of the first time I read Revelation 21:5, And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Also he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.” I don’t know if it…

Lost & Mountain Tops

Isn’t it interesting how in Christ, some figures of speech don’t seem to always have the same meaning as they do in the natural. For example; When you hear someone testify; “I was lost, but now I am found”. I always wondered why we use the word (lost) as an example of being apart from…

Distraction from God isn’t always (sin)….

Anytime I hear the word distraction; for me, comes with an angry connotation. I have this memory, I hold close to my heart of two of my spiritual mothers praying with me when I was a babe in Christ. One of the biggest things they talked about and prayed over me was to be aware…

I Do…. <3

When I was 11 years old I remember looking through an album of my parents Holy Matrimony; this ceremony is where a man and woman become one before God. The album starts with my mother, a young bride being escorted down the aisle by my grandfather who’s face was wet with tears, the details embroidered…